Wednesday, March 05, 2003

It's not easy to live a life tangled in emotional cobwebs. What's sadder is when these emotional cobwebs that you've been tangled to aren't really your own, but instead a simple consequence of a plan backfired wherein you aren't even directly involved - because you didn't really fuel the flame.

These are the moments that make me question my reality, my priorities and my existence. These are the times when my weakness seeps into myself and then I realize my frailty... my mere humanity.

I step aside from the picture. I know I'm not wanted. And in the burning heat of silence, I criticize myself because I want to be better.
I'm glad that I did... cause I feel stronger now.

Thank you to those who listened. Your honest gestures meant so much at that time. I need not mention who you are, cause you know who you guys are. And I want to thank you, because you helped me pick up myself when I fell.